19.6.08

Day 4
First day without him. I felt like something is missing
and I'm hanging myself in between time.
Sigh.
He called before he left yesterday.
I really wanted to end the relationship
when he called and tell he's leaving.
I hate people leaving me actually.
But no matter what thought that strike up
I will never ever ever ever ever give up.
It is time for me to be good and faithful
to a man that I do love.
I've been thinking too much lately
about this relationship.
I mean who cares about future.
I just want to be with him now, right now.
I never wish for a long term relationship
but I want it to be meaningful :)
I think we can make it tho.
Exactly.
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Holiday report.
Been slacking whole day at home yesterday.
Waiting for the my lil King's call and all that.
Slept for a while in the afternoon. Wheeee.
Renn took nap :D
Yeah. At night went for a small date with Melvin
and my son Mikey&his gf.
Felt like I was in highschool again.
sort of like.. the rumours about me&Mel.
lol.
We did talk about that last night :P
Alright, I just took my charkoayteow
&I'm fucking full now.
Guess I got to go do some sit ups& push ups.
Aite.
:)
Hersey

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