28.7.08

day of a-lot-of-confusions.

I am so confused between what is sacrifice and what is not. I mean why must people sacrifice for what they love. Well apparently I did sacrifice a lot for my new relationship but seems like my lovely King did not see much.

I was thinking if a man would mind having a Gf like me. I mean, the not so perfect. Physically. Indeed, there are something that I find I do not like about him but when he asked me about it, I just said nothing. I have no fucking idea why I just can't tell him. Hmphh.. But he did tell me a lot about stuff he would actually mind about me.

What can I do to change then? It's just me o___Oweird.

I do not wanna mention parts that I hate the most. I'll just sum things up and will say, I am feeling unsure towards this relationship already due to the things we did, are doing, going to do :(


Hersey

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