I'm sorry I'm bad. So long Sm.

Ain't no joking. No no joking, no no no no joking. I'm so blur. A moment ago you said you're in love, after a while you said you're not. You're really confusing me. I wish you luck from the bottom of my heart. Take care my sm.

hersey

They say,
the earth is the place people practice living all in one
but why so many contrasting communities?

They say,
human is the God's most beautiful creation
but why so many ugly people?

They say,
love is a splendid thing that comes from heart of human
but why do people suffer from hatred and vengeance?

They say,
feelings are uncontrollable,
but why do people still laugh when they are happy?

This world is full of astounding surprises. Heaven is a gift of God to good people, but all the good dies young? Hell is a dreadful place that no one wishes to go, but it seems everyone is going to hell in the end of their lives (because you die old). The longer you live, the more sinful you are. This never ending cycle is so dreadful.

To all the people out there, if you are religious, ask your prophet, why are they still here? They would've die young if they're good enough to go heaven. If you're not religious, ask yourself, how sinful should you be? Write a list of evil stuff that you need to do. to live longer.

so sick, no? by the way, I believe in no God, yet. Does Jesus of Suburbia counts? :D

hersey

Pointless anticipation. Sooner or later, I'll get used to being let down. No more sorrow, nothing. Things are always like this, we have something to laugh about at times and we have tears to drop at times. Being a human is pathetic, that's all I can say. Yah, Scott is laughing at me now. staring at me like never seen a girl with lots of stupidity in head. Go fuck yourself. Afterall, life is no fun at all :(

hersey

Gay. Gay. So gay. I am so gay. oh by the way, Jumanji is here. He's such an idiot. He's dumb. no offense. But too cute to be dumb. what a waste. Anyways, I've busy lately. with assignment and helping people. Lol. and spending time with the one I love :) My baby is the best &bestest man in the world. Hehe. don't know why and no reason why. I just love him. Oh and sometimes I feel like killing all the dogs in this world except for Juno&Jumanji&Golden&Scott :D Hehe. It's 2.11a.m. on Wednesday morning and I am still here writing stuff. I haven't started my Illustrator yet. Hmphh.. I have to go KL early in the morning later. What a sad beginning of the day. I think I need to go now. My 2princes are fighting again. Ciao. Take care. Wish me luck with my life :)

hersey

Happy Birthday to me :D

hersey

FLASH IS SERIOUSLY KILLING ME!!!!!!!!

hersey

It is really bad. When you want something and you could not get it, that is the worst thing that could happen to someone, no? Oh my fucking jesus of suburbia, it's been a while. I feel like going somewhere that I can see lots of hot guys. Where have they all been?

hersey

I'm tired of being called a 'man'. I don't know why, I'm trying my best to be as girlish as I could but I just can't and people, stop complaining about me being so manly. I mean, come on, look at me. Look at my size, my face, my structure, I was meant to be born as a guy but I think I've jumped to the wrong gender hole. Hmphh.. Yeah, I'm rough. so what? Yeah, I'm a tomboy. so what? Yeah, I'm so wrong to be a girl. so what? blahblahblah.. But try to imagine me few years back, I've changed so much.. Is it still not enough? :( HELPPPPP!!

hersey

Always when we fight I try to make you laugh Til everything's forgotten I know you hate that ba ba da da ba ba ba ba Always when we fight I kiss you once or twice And everything's forgotten I know you hate that I love you Sunday song The week's not yet begun And everything is quiet And it's always... You and me always, and forever You and me always, and forever ba ba ba ba da ba, it was always You and me always.. You tell me I'm a real man and try to look impressed Not very convincing But you know I love it Now we watch TV Til we fall asleep Not very exciting But it's you and... Me and we'll always be together You and me always, and forever ba ba ba ba da ba, it was always... You and me always, and forever You and me always, and forever ba ba ba ba da ba, it was always... You and me always, and forever You and me always, and forever *********************** I LOVE YOU. what a phrase :) It's always you & me. oh by the way, Julius has been renamed as 'Jumanji' because grandma couldn't pronounce it. Lol. Happy Good weekends people :) Hersey

Yeah. complain about my lips, I can't close them tight no matter how hard I tried. Well, I have nothing to say but I miss this shirt alottttttttt. I kept thinking about stuff a lot today. I've been staring at the wall for more than an hour already. Thinking about old times. I felt like turning back time. Sigh. If only I could. Friends? Family? Love? Studies? These are all problems somehow. All I want to do the most right now is fly to Hong Kong all alone and do my stuff. Oh by the way, I got a new poodle, Julius :)

Hersey

restless night - last night. Special thanks to the creature wearing a collar bell and non-stop making weird barks. asshole. everyone was being asshole to me last night! DAMNN

hersey

Too much stuff too little time. My head is full of shits. Can't stop thinking. Everyone seems to have pain in the ass. The brainwash, the advice, the talk. the chat and everything. All I want to do is leave and start my whole new level of life. in somewhere full of strangers. Sounds cool. no? Sigh. I've been thinking too much I guess :) Life is like this, suppose to be full of obstacles. I have nothing to say but listen and nod.

hersey