capturing moment of life. people come and go. people lie at times to gain sympathy. people pretend. people rely on themselves. and people never complaint. All I got to do now is to sit and watch the upcoming tragedies . I'm not sure what are they. but I think bad. Trust is absent. Imagination happens all the time. We are all the same, we are all human beings. Thank God I am one of us.

hersey

I am not perfect but I can make your life perfect :)

i am back in Cyberia. what a shame. Juno started to pee in my room now. damn. whatever. I still have lots of laundry to do and I'm very lazy :( gotta see doctor in Sunway later. I'm missing NT. food&people. wish me. have a nice day.

hersey

standing in the middle of a conflict is such a difficult task. I really hate to do things like this but I really really really want things to be equal and fair. but I think I'm just a foooooool afterall. I can't stand being mean to people. I can't stand being bad to people. I can't stand talking bad stuff about people. I can't stand making myself a wonder woman. but that is who I am or maybe who I want to be. I've been thinking for nights. I think being careless and stay out of trouble is the best thing that a person could do.

damn. just leave this aside. I'm going back to my daily report :P I went 1Utama today/yesterday. Hehe. went shopping with sisters and my baby. looooooong day it was. i'm gonna go to Bangsar for more shopping later. and probably we're gonna go for a movie. and someone is not coming with us after 'tasting' the feeling of shopping with 3sisters. roflmfao. I neeeeed to finish all the work for Friday's presentation or else i'll be screwed.

Woooohoooo.. I think I am blessed. Like really blessed. that God sent me lots of people who love me and care for me. (ignore those who don't) lol. i'm really thankful. &thanks to Paulo Coelho as well. for everything. guess my semester break officially starts now :) Good night people.

p/s: I LOVE SAMSHINEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

hersey

man.. I swear to God if I have superpower I am so gonna dig the shit out of my ass. Argh. Been busy with work lately and do not have a single time to really chat with anyone, except with those working-people. Things are getting bad lately. A lot of misunderstandings happened. break ups. and bad bad stuff. How I wish I could just change people's mind by not talking. because each time I speak a word, I bet something bad is gonna happen. forget it. I've cleaning up my room today. Like really cleaning. haha. because keavie and lyndy are coming over tomorrow :P Hehe. Anyways, I still have a little 1minute thing to edit for Friday's final presentation then I am officially off Semester 6. back to Penang :) Oh gosh, I saw lots of cool vintage stuff that I wish I could get online today. but, too bad. economy crisis again this month. Thanks to the person who is asking me to pay her rm500 for no reason. whatever, I think I should watch a movie and sleep now. It's getting late. Good night.

hersey

life is so busy when you're living with animals. felt like pausing this moment so that i could rest, stop thinking & enjoy my delightful tinybit seconds. too bad- those were imaginations. i have work to do. two animals to take care of. and bunch of stories to think about. i want a cold sun in my room. i want lots of stars blinking in my dark dark room just for me. and i want sweet kisses that can wake me up from my dreams. i'm blessed with all the love in the world but why am i not given a pleasurable morning sun? Sigh.. (probably because I don't believe in the existance of God?)

hersey

define 'GONE'

miserable day. I really need someone to talk to.

Officially missing the ol'times :D

hersey

I dream, therefore I dreamt. I don't know if dreams will actually come true but I really hope they won't. Everything will be crashed if so. I hate nightmares that kept me wondering and doubting. ruining my day. Bahhh.. I think I shouldn't sleep for the rest of my life so that there won't be any bad dreams. Anyways, I think I should just leave these 'thinking' stuff aside and concentrate on work.

hersey

stalker!!
stop stalking!!
YES YOU!
STOP STALKING!!
:D

I hate it when comes to night time, all late and I'm still awake-all alone with 2puppies. Lots of things to think about that I didn't even realized that I'm actually having this serious menstruation pain. The ride just now was awesome. I started to love Malaysia like how I started to love being in love. I felt so much like a little girl who is new to relationship and love lately. Like I don't know how to treat a man right and make him happy. sometimes even feel shy and all. Just like a noobie. sometimes I wonder, do I care enough? do I give enough love? am I doing anything wrong? are we at the correct path? are we sure? no regrets? Wooohooo.. I just feel like I'm a big burden and mistake to everyone. No?

I'm having this pain in the ass each time I talk about relationships with friends. People think that I shouldn't be in love and it's such a waste that I'm actually in a relationship. They said that I should be single and be like what I used to be- the whore of the year. Haha. Well, if I was single then yes. Muahahahahahaha. as long as I'm happy with what I'm doing now lah, who the fuck cares about what I should be and all. right right right? :P

damn. this world is just CRAP

hersey

I'm missing the old times where I can run around and play around happily. Now that I can't walk and I could hardly move my feet, I felt bad now. Give me back my kakiii!!! :( I'm so gonna run and jump around once I can do that.

hersey

Ok. All my work is stucked. I can't do flash if she took my laptop for 2 nights. I can't do anything. Sigh. But I have to lend it. Sob. When can I finish this semester for God's sake :( I can't wait to go shopping in Bangsar. To play in Sunway Lagoon. To bitch in Langkawi beach. To fly in Genting. and continue my painting. and find Shenway for guitar classes. Booooooo~ school school, go away :P Alright, I think I need to work on something before it's getting late. I need to go to school at 2pm. Sayonara!

hersey

I may not know what is gonna happen in future. and I may not know what are other people doing while I'm writing this blog. or maybe when I sleep? as long as I believe the existence of love, everything is enough. We only care about our loved ones. Nothing else could replace them. That was just a piece of crap. Haha.

So yeah, I'm gonna be quite busy these days. Finals is near. In 2weeks time. Wooohooo.. The thing is we are all running out of time to finish work. Too much work lah. crazy school. haha. And yeah, about Jumanji, I feel like giving up on him. He's not a good learner. He's been shitting and pissing everywhere he likes without sniffing. Sad. I might send him back :) Hmphh, oh. my dream last night was sweeeeeeeeet :) take care.

hersey