9.11.08

I hate it when comes to night time, all late and I'm still awake-all alone with 2puppies. Lots of things to think about that I didn't even realized that I'm actually having this serious menstruation pain. The ride just now was awesome. I started to love Malaysia like how I started to love being in love. I felt so much like a little girl who is new to relationship and love lately. Like I don't know how to treat a man right and make him happy. sometimes even feel shy and all. Just like a noobie. sometimes I wonder, do I care enough? do I give enough love? am I doing anything wrong? are we at the correct path? are we sure? no regrets? Wooohooo.. I just feel like I'm a big burden and mistake to everyone. No?

I'm having this pain in the ass each time I talk about relationships with friends. People think that I shouldn't be in love and it's such a waste that I'm actually in a relationship. They said that I should be single and be like what I used to be- the whore of the year. Haha. Well, if I was single then yes. Muahahahahahaha. as long as I'm happy with what I'm doing now lah, who the fuck cares about what I should be and all. right right right? :P

damn. this world is just CRAP

hersey

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