Juno and I wish you all a very Happy 2009 :)

hersey

Post #166
What am I suppose to do?
You said you're in love with me. You said there is only me. You said you will never lie. You promised thousand times. but shit happens. So, this is love in the end of December. It is a bad month indeed. Baby, I will always love you and I wish this wonderful time that we had will still be happening and I really can't face the truth that I am leaving you. Remember, we will always be together. I love you from the bottom of my heart. So darling, be good. Would ya?

hersey

Day 1
It is hard living without a man. but it is free& easy. Somehow, I can't deny that indeed, I need a back to sleep on. You, are you not happy with me? You, are you trying to leave in search of better person? We are all the same. We are all created with a multifunctioned heart. Heart does not respond to one purpose only.

hersey

the moment you stepped out from my door, I stopped. then I resume my life. I am tough. and I believe things will be on my way one day. shall we wait, &see.

hersey

lovvve it. Don't you wish to have a lingerie like this? oh dayummm..

hersey

Hey, didn't I say that fan is the new thing? It blows up your mind! Woooohoooo. i'm blasted.

hersey

What? I don't care. anymore. I used to think that I can get whatever I expected but things aren't the same when it's getting complicated. Anyways, Juno is coming back tomorrow. I am anticipating for my faithful companion.

hersey

Post #160
sometimes it is good being kids. They are innocent. They know nothing. maybe they know but they can pretend not to know. They can cannot face the reality. They can choose things they want and beg their parents for it. I wish I can be as simple as that. It's really hard to understand in humanity and behavioral point of view. I wish I can understand what are people thinking and why are they doing that.. People's mind are getting critically complicated. technology. Lies. technology. bad attitude. technology. blame everything on technology lah.

hersey

so wanna join the Youth competition. Damn. bersemangat!

hersey

Day 7
I will try very hard to talk and to convince and try to be more a dramaqueen. Well, I really wish it will work :( And yesterday wasn't really that pleasant. Not a good day I guess. Lots of bad things to remember. I'd rather delete them from my memory then here comes a new day.

hersey

Day 5
I think I'm going back to you soon. Living without you is really hard especially when I know that I can be with you but I'm not doing anything. When you leave next month, it's gonna be really tough baby :( I will miss you. For now, I just want to spend as much time as I could with you. Baby, may God bless our relationship.

hersey

Day 4

I can't take it anymore. where is the effort? I really do miss Samshine. but seeing things like this, I am so not happy. I've got to figure something out.

hersey

I held a Leonine's hand and dragged him to walk with me on a empty, quiet and lonely road. He's arrogant and stubborn, but he walks with me. and I think Libran should not not love Leonine. because we are meant for each other. I miss you Samshine. Thanks for going through shits with me. I swear I will never ever ever let go of the Leonine hands that I have received. & I think December is a bad month.

hersey

Day 3
I am starting to get used to the new lifestyle here. Today, I'm gonna start working out :) Baby, it's all for you. Being loyal and faithful is somehow a very easy job to do. I was wrong to think that separation will cause cheating and feelings will slowly fade. Well, as long as you don't meet new people nor go out then it'll be fine I guess. I'm trying so hard to adapt this concept. Right now, I'm cleaning my closet which I will usually leave it to the maid. I do it myself because I want to keep myself occupied. Argh.. After this I'm gonna go take a hot bath. Then I'm gonna work out :)

hersey

Day 2
I wish I am right next to you. I'm sorry for being a coward. for not protecting you. Oh Lord, I'm shit bored now.

hersey

Day 1
It ain't as easy as I thought. I am missing you and I have to pretend that I don't. I have to occupy myself with stuff and I tried so hard to avoid sparing time for you. Phew. It's really hard. I'm watching 21 now. counting days.

hersey

It ain't as hard as I thought.

black hair. it is sort of what people called confusion within confusions. I have no idea about all the unplanned incidents. How do people cut their long black hair short? &how do people colour their black-black hair blonde? I really want to know. ain't there a long discussion before doing it?

hersey

Victoria's Secret's crazy shit.
Juicy Couture's crazy shit.

i've searching for Christmas gift for friends and family and apparently i found two cool stuff online. damn. bracelets can be cool gifts but i think Juicy Couture or Victoria's Secret suit best for me.self. lol

hersey

yes she? no she? pretty much a vintage-whore though. loves. Barcelona was empty but fun last night. &my baby's having this crazy hard time now, hang.over. Good morning!

hersey

this ongoing tragedies really happened to me.

lost.
when you have no where to run to,
a shimmering light out of nowhere lights,
there where you go shall.
tears lead roads untraveled,
losing a priceless soul do no harm,
the moment you capture the archaic news
is somehow
Hope.

anger
red maybe not
somehow, it intrigues the fragile.
we know not feelings had to be camouflaged
he shows
therefore he is true.
Not,
vindictive he comports

the way it goes
along with the flow

happiness are
linked to love
shall not people stop wondering
the faith from the in
side
shall not people doubt
the satisfaction
or shall not people reckon
the letter
as sacrifices and perfections

as she said
let bygone be bygone
or bygones.

Those are three continuous jinxed stories happened on the 3rd of December, 2008. Pretty much a long ass day though. I'm glad. I'm really glad. To have my family who supports me inside and out. haha. Samshine who is always here for me 24/7 and shower me with love. Last but not least, Juno. the troublemaker. Don't you ever do that to me again! Having all of yous makes my life. It's a miracle that things are circling the sun this way. I love yous :)

hersey

I'm watching Juno humping my blanket while waiting for whoever that is in the bathroom to come out so that I can take a shit. and I'm having this massive nose block. &I'm extremely hungry, so pathetic.

hersey