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2009-06-23T16:07:00.002+08:00

I AM TUMBLR.
Not gonna blog here anytime soon. see yah :)

THIS IS NOT COOL

2009-06-01T21:15:00.002+08:00

It's been almost a month since I dropped a post here. Since it's a special occasion today, I soo want to blog about it. Aite, the thing is. my dog, Juno tried to commit suicide this morning. He bit his own tongue while I was in college. This is not the first time he's trying to kill himself. It's been like this ever since I moved to Bebo's. Too much tension for him. I felt really bad for him. Like I'm the cause of whatever he did. I think it's time to clean up and get started with my new room and live happily every after with him by the end of the week. Cause no more submission until 18th of June :)

Huhu. This semester break is going to be boring. Cause' What should I do?

hersey

50% DONE

2009-05-06T15:15:00.004+08:00

HEHE. 50% done with the packing stuff and getting ready to move out :D 55% done with Assignment :D HAAHAA! Anyhuu, this week and the coming next 2weeks are gonna be really hectic for me. Homeless+lots of submission. Rawr! I'll be staying at Bebo's while waiting for the day to move. &yeah, we've confirmed to move to that unit. The other end. lol. Hehe. Life's been great lately. Lots of slacking and not doing work kind of stuff. No more online shopping. Practically ate a lot. I'm like a pregnant lady now. Thanks to that Bebo. hehe. ""FORCE ME TO EAT SOMEMORE!!"" looool. oh oh oh, by the way, Bebo got me a new mobile :D YAYYY! love it love it love it. thank you ya bebo :) Oh, and I am glad to declare my bankruptcy. I am officially broke where I need to pay for lots of stuff with four figures. Yessh. Wish me luck with that. For those who are celebrating their birthdays on May, I'm sorry, I think I can't afford to get you a decent present. Aite, I think I need to get back to FCP-ing :) Ciao.

xoxo
hersey

HAPPY FIRST OF MAY

2009-05-01T15:10:00.003+08:00

Uh, I decided to eat less and work out.
So much weight I've gained since then.
It is time before it is too late,
I am so erred, so in deep shit.
Happy people are around, but stuffs spinning in my head are just
freaky.
Psssf. I am gonna start writing the journal again :D

xoxo
hersey

I COMPLAIN THINGS THAT ARE COMPLAINT.

2009-04-27T10:06:00.003+08:00

Ouch.
It grieves me from the bottom of my heart,
Hush.
i am too silly at times, i know i know.
back to work.

xoxo
hersey

I NEVER TOLD YOU

2009-04-23T09:28:00.002+08:00

YES YES YES. Call me Call me Call me a bitch ;)
I'ma I'ma I'ma bitch.
It's been a while, no?
Gonna start packing stuff. to move, no?
Had this thought in my dream last night.
Said

If the stars only
blink at night,
where are all the
mushy good night whisperers?
Oh and He said
junior is a little brother
of senior.
what about verinior?
lols.
laughs.
hahas.
Somehow,
i still do want to type.
this & that
the lomowall*
the vintage table-lamp*
the old school bookrack*
the dressing table*
the cashmere*
the cloth*
the sexy chair o'mine*
the paintjob*
the smaller size chamber*
& Junofied homme.
they are just perfecto.
and did I mention the comfortable New York jog?
Gosh.
I need more lifetime
to finish undone stuff.
the rubbish that was there three years ago,
the toys that are uncategorized.
what a mess,
yes what a mess.
Show me your face then I'll give away something,
unless.
dot.
I am so gonna wash & dry
the stuff in the blue, yellow and white box.
Till then.
Take Care.

P/S: Bebo's having this heaven lalalife with his mom for the whole week, so I'll have a wholefreeweek of cleaning and packing :)

xoxo
hersey

2009-04-21T20:19:00.000+08:00

STUPID SAM! :D

xoxo
hersey

BEAUTY MEETS BEAST, GREEDY THE HOMOSAPIENS

2009-04-20T14:34:00.004+08:00

What makes a man a man and what makes a woman a woman?
What should not be explained be explained?
What makes 10hours 10hours?
Creepy.
There is nothing that says empty words are empty.
people hide a fact from someone that should know,
and calls it secret.
Secret is no no hiding,
me know.
letting everyone else around us know, and
be conservative.
The self-conscious that grew apart
from each compartment
do you realise
do you not?
then Hey Hey,
remember the guy who use to drink a lot?
the alcoholic dude who passed out
and slept on the ground while everyone's enjoying?
that happened two years ago.
I saw him today
&laughed about it.
because I used to sleep beside him.
So long, ol' times.
MissWho I saw.
She was beautiful as usual.
her long and soft hair
her big round eyes
and her luscious lips.
I can't get her off my mind.
envious me flew higher.
no more demagogic talk,
all that in the brainpower
is me myself and the other me.
It's all about time, feelings, and
the strength of own charisma.

xoxo
hersey

2009-04-19T13:02:00.002+08:00

I just came back from Muar :D Hehe. It was unexpectedly nice. Haha. It is a very peaceful town with lots of healthy people, I think. hmph. Anyhuu, the shooting went smooth but was very very tiring; like i would actually start sleeping now till tomorrow to cover everything. But I need to start capturing the files (: and yeah, i did some lomocitations there but give me some time to print them out. I still have 2rolls of film that i haven't printed out. huhu. Sad. So lazy. So lazy. So lazy.

xoxo
hersey

PLAIN WEE WEEK

2009-04-17T18:57:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey Hey. Me is going to Muar tomorrow :D It's been a while since I wrote something here huh. I have been soooooo busy with my life.

Aite first of all, I am sharing my updates here. Me is going to move out from D40A, not because I wanted to. It's because I got kicked out :( Don't be too excited about it, I meant everyone is moving out. So, we're planning to get a house somewhere around Cyberia as well (of course I hope it would be in Cyber Heights, but no one wants to do that with me. huhu.

Then, second of all, I had this crazy bombastic time back home, well not long. but I considered it as a good one. Cause I went with my beebo :) errr, okay. What was so fun? I surprised everyone, again. but this time Keavie was the targeted one. teeeheeeheee! Then, the crazy food? The forever karaoke? That's it I think. nothing much actually. i was just exaggerating.

Then, Juno is getting better? He's been crazing around the house with Golden and Jumanji. to be more precise, he's been horsing around. just as horny as i am.

then.. school. hmph. Hard one. as usual, lots of work. and I'm going to Muar this time for assignment as well. and i have a lot pending as well. huahuahua. Anyhuu, I think I should enjoy to the max before school starts :D and and and.

I have a new hair cut :) if you are interested to know.&its in my profile picthah. and I was so busy that I actually forgot to go shopping online and stuff like that. Too much slacking already. and I am looking forward moving into a new house.

xoxo
hersey

OMFG

2009-04-03T11:21:00.002+08:00

it's Friday :) I think KLDW is dragging me there soon. So soon. Hehe. & I think my flash is killing me. I have submission next week and I haven't even started yet. and HEY! I think I have 7days break on the week after next week. Teeeheeeheeee! But still, I need to go somewhere to get my FTV work done.. Hmph, sad. also, I think Juno needs a vet now. so so sick. Sigh.

HECTIC WEEK #5

2009-03-24T13:30:00.002+08:00

Hey, have I ever said that I took 5modules this semester? God damn-it. I almost forgotten. I was checking out my assignment list and I found this:

Assignmet Due Week #5:
1. FTV 222 - Journal (Baraka)
2. FTV 222 - Documentary Synopsis (which I'm doing two)
3. CAD 292 - Sketches (which I need to come out with lots of idea for Big Apple Donut radio ads campaign)
4. MDI 291 - Design Document (Storyline & Navigational Structure) for my flash, to be more precise.
5. FTV 243 - Corporate Script (Treatment)
6. JRN 112 - Radio News #1 & #2 (Draft)
oh and another one
7. FTV 222 - Proficiency Test (which I need to edit the documentary in a group of four)

woooohoooo. Happy Study Week :)

hersey

What Are We Searching For?

2009-03-23T18:37:00.004+08:00

Hatred leads to nothing. In the end of the day, you're just wasting your effort putting anger and jealousy to someone who is minding her own business, you get me? Me, yes trying to delete you from my memory for something that I don't understand why. So there is nothing to be jealous of, including the new cheap dresses and the ugly pimple that I have gotten.Indeed, I miss you already. If there is a choice for me, I would choose to say that I am sorry if I did anything wrong.

hersey

2009-03-22T20:46:00.004+08:00

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hersey

NOT SO VINTAGE?

2009-03-15T13:44:00.001+08:00

http://www.not-so-vintage.blogspot.com/

hersey

WHOAH!

2009-03-13T14:37:00.002+08:00

I've got a red Zippo! YAY!!! and I've got love letter! YAY!!! and lots of stuff! YAY!!! Baby is so so so sweet. ouch. Now I felt bad, for not doing much for him. How leh?

Anyways, back to my life lately. I got a HUGE pimple on my chin which freaked my out for a week already. Seriously, of all the places, why only chin and nose? pimples are too stubborn. They never listened -___- Aite, I need to get ready for school. Curtin registration ;p

hersey

311 THE NEW 911

2009-03-11T21:05:00.002+08:00

I need to learn to be tough. from now on. No matter how much it is gonna cost, there will be no solution unless getting myself up after falling. I shall say let bygones be bygones. nothing more than that, I am all set.

hersey

WEEK 3

2009-03-10T22:44:00.000+08:00

It is getting critical.

hersey

WEEK 2

2009-03-07T12:53:00.003+08:00

I've been researching but can I relate psychedelic art to spiritual art? Hmph. I am really keen to do more about these topics but the thing is, can these topics be discussed in the Malaysian art industry? I could hardly find a psychedelic art gallery. full stop. That's it. So yeah. It's almost a week since I blogged. Been soooo busy with classes. and researches. and crappy housemates' gathering almost everynight. Anyhuu, I missed 2 classes last week. and another 2 this week thinking that my multimedia class is on Friday (which is on Tuesdays and Wednesdays). I copied the wrong time table. Damn it. Eric, you fooled me again. Rawr. My relationship works really fine and Iam very glad that I could handle it this good. Hehe. And. oh yeah, Ram wrote a post about me in his blog and I found it funny. It's about my transformation. He's comparing Renn 2006 and Renn 2009. I see a lot of differences. Well, he said it's changes for good :) I'm gay. but somehow, lots of things have bothered me lately. which is my future briefly. friends, family, love, money, career, interest &etcetra. Am I gonna handle them good? I wondered.

hersey

#200 POST

2009-03-01T14:41:00.002+08:00

Hello March 2009 :) Well, it's 2.42pm now and I'm technically done with the cleaning the room and showering my dog issue. It is soon lunch time. Hmph.. it seems to be a happy day today. I woke up happily and kissed my loved one before I left his house. Things are blissful and peaceful today. hehe. Anyways, I need to go lunch with Jess now. I just want to show off my happiness. I am very satisfied with this wonderful first Sunday of the third month :) ciao. Be happy people!

hersey

WHAT IS GOING ON?

2009-02-27T18:27:00.003+08:00

The question lies. the expectation disappoints. sometimes people tend to talk without considering other's feelings. All I want to do now is to figure out what is going on in my head lately. Jealousy kills. Silence leads to misunderstanding. and how do you differentiate excuse and reason? what about lie and cheat? like and love? one or two? I don't understand.. all that kept spinning on my head for more than 100hours. &I absofuckinlutely need to make myself believe that I am only one person and I need to complete whatever I promised to myself. Assignment are starting to pile up, and financial crisis is getting crucial. what else do I need to worry? Everything is going wrong this week. I hope next week would turn out bright and shine. then, I pray.

hersey

WHAT A 2009

2009-02-25T07:35:00.003+08:00

What do we do when time is all crowded with tight schedule and to-do-stuff? What do we do when we have lots of people to meet and we couldn't arrange a perfect time for it? oh my god. My schedule is so full. I have classes everyday. Waking up early is really good for health. though ;p I felt so much like in Desaria, wake up early, getting ready for class blahblahblah. huhu. I mean I'm forced to and need to like it. oh by theway, journalism class yesterday was sooooo crowded with darkness ;p and I'm going to scriptwriting class today. wish me luck :) and about something else, it is quite a bad news though. The problem is I could hardly spend sweet moment with the very sexy boyfriend of mine. Like I have only 2 to 3days for him. that's a tough one right there. I think I need to get used to this. sob

hersey

MORNING POST

2009-02-17T09:44:00.002+08:00

Good morning (: Seems like college life is starting again. baby went school for registration and it's my turn tomorrow. hoho. I sooo wanna go back to school now. Can't wait for the wake up early every morning life again. Anyhoo, life has been great lately. I felt like I'm on critical holiday mood. Can't stop eating and sleeping. I don't know why but it is time to end it now ;p Hope I can do a lot better this semester. hehe. wish me luck wish me luckkkk!

hersey

OH-MI-GAWD!

2009-02-15T09:48:00.002+08:00

looooooong week. I've been spending my few days in Langkawi with my loved ones, Samshine and Jessica ;) unforgettable awesome vacation I had. hoho. It's not about the places, it's about the people and the fun we had. Hoho. I went to the sexybeach, crocodilegazing, longasswalk, amazingfood, hotelephant ride, crazywaterfall, and a lot moreeee.. had lots of crazylalafun and got this little sunburn on my back ;p Anyhuu, gotta go unpack my stuff and clean the shit at the balcony. then, Breakfast with Samshine ;)

hersey

2009-02-04T11:32:00.002+08:00

Honestly,  I have nothing to write about until this morning (: because someone came back yesterday. somehow I felt like we are new like we just met yet old like we're known each other for long. Aiyoaiyo. I am just glad that my baby came back. all problem solved ;p omgomg. finally! (: Samshine is backkkkkkkkkk. hoho. love you baby. xoxo

hersey

I AM JUST 20

2009-01-31T13:30:00.003+08:00

I am tired of people saying me like a 30 years old woman. It's like everyone is against me. Everyone! I think I need to make myself look younger now ): so dead. Anyways, been busy with plans these days. I went Mois on Wednesday and I think I broke my toes. They are still not functioning till today. Then I explored Tg.Bungah area on Thursday and gambled at Keavie's at night till late at night and woke up at 7am the next day to gamble. Hohoho! Life is all about moneyyy;p aite, i think i need to start packing my stuff now. iam going back to Cyber. very soon (:

hersey

HAPPY CHINESE NEWYEAR

2009-01-28T11:49:00.004+08:00

Gong Hey Fatt Choy (: I skipped blogging for a day or two due to a better mission. angpow collecting. eeheks. Anyways, my CNYcelebration wasn't bad. I mean wasn't as bad as I expected ;p We have plans&plans&plans. We went to St.nicholas on the first day after visiting the elders then we went lunch in ChungHwa restaurant. and movie at night (: On the second day, friends visited me and so on. Went to Tao at night for a drink with Keavie,Mojo,Jeff&Sukkie. So, today is the third day. Which is... THE CLUBBING NIGHT ;p heehee. well, I have plans for tomorrow as well. and friday. Hmphh. CNY is just a plan. Haha. Happy Chinese New Year!

hersey

CHEF HNG

2009-01-25T11:59:00.004+08:00

Selamat Pagi kawan-kawanku. Hehe. I got up looooooong ago and I am considering myself as a chef now. Huhuhuhuhu. aiyoaiyo. Reunion dinner tonight :D:D I gotta keep my hungriness for tonight. Gonna eat to theeee maxxxx. Wooooohoooooooooooo ;p. oh, I don't know what am I gonna wear tomorrow. Hmph.

hersey

CNY 2009 POST-PUBLISHING

2009-01-24T11:42:00.003+08:00

Good morning. Chinese New Year is very near now. to be precise, 2 days ahead. huhuhu. My clothes are soooo disorganized. I don't know what to wear because I don't have specific new clothes for the celebration. What I did was taking out all the clothes that I think is nice and put all of them in Lyndy's room. because the uncle and aunt are coming back today. staying in my room. I still have lotsssss of preparation to do. like waxing. trimming eyebrow. get my camera ready. buy some new cute stuffs for dogs. oh shit. Juno's birthday is coming soon eh.. Need to think of a way to celebrate (: aite. the toilet is calling me now. ciao.

hersey

DESIRE NONE VAIN REQUEST NONE FUTILE

2009-01-23T13:03:00.004+08:00

Good morning. I had hard time to fall asleep last night. lots of thinking. Hmphh.. anyways, I just had my breakfast and I am going to more and more research on my wishlist :D Aite, take care people. feel free to read my update in horse drinks bluemilk (:

hersey

HORSE DRINKS BLUEMILK

2009-01-22T16:35:00.002+08:00

I am not gonna post those crazy stuff here (:

hersey

DISAPPOINTMENT

2009-01-22T14:27:00.001+08:00

Great. No cigarette holder and no Polaroid for me. just nice );

hersey

#185 POST

2009-01-22T10:40:00.004+08:00

What I thought of this morning when I woke up was maintenance is not improving. Err yeah. people..
"Where the Wild Things Are" film is coming out in October 2009 :DDDDDDDDD wheeeeee. it is produced by Tom Hanks if iam not mistaken. and "Astroboy" film as well... Huhuhuhu. Too much animes to watch ;p

i just ate bread and an orange. Aite, today, I am going to start my project while waiting for Keavie to come back (not because I miss her but I want to experiment something with your camera) hohoho. owh talking about camera, I don't think I want a Diana F+ anymore. I am changing my option to LCA afer reviewing all the work. heeeheee (; Both of them are pretty much the same but if I get diana F+ without the deluxe kit, it would be nothing. so, I'd rather go for the classic LCA. no? Hmphhhh..

anyways, I have lots of unplanned plans and undone plans.. blame myself for the procrastination. Bahhhh. One more thing, it's a quote by Coelho saying "In every woman's life there are four Rings of Revelation and I have used only one; the wrong one." (:

hersey

EXTREME X EVERLAST BOXING GLOVE

2009-01-21T14:48:00.001+08:00

Don't you just love the extreme x everlast boxing gloves ads? Hmphhh..

hersey

WHAT IS SO NEW OR OLD?

2009-01-21T11:42:00.003+08:00

wooohoooooo. eating apples while listening to LilyAllen's new song now (: HEHEHE! oh, i painted something called 'The Rocket Attack' last night. wasn't impressive but still, it is something that I painted ;p parlophone's playlist is shosho coooool. aiyo aiyo. I am missing those D40Aers. Can't wait to go back and resume the plan. Teeeheeeheee! &&lots of people that I met back home said that I changed a lotttttttt. omgomgomg. That's is what I want. changes=improvement=different. I looooveeee changes on someone. it made me feel like i am someone else. and new. and fresh. Hohoho! anyways, I am going to give my doggies some sexy bath ;p then i'll continue Brida. BB

hersey

CROWNING BIG DIANA, SHOOOO PEOPLE WITH COOL DRESSES

2009-01-20T17:44:00.006+08:00

the polaroid is taken. It's just few hours that I forgot to keep an eye on the bid. damnnn. Looking for another bid (: wish me luckk.

This is my next station. teeeheeheeee.

Diana F+

and Keavie wanted me to buy her a

Holga :D

 which I can share ownership with her. Muaahahahaahahaha! spending is what I do during holidays. lol. &yeah, I think, buying cameras are fun. compared to clothes ;p Nice clothes are to see. fashion is to admire. people are to hate. cameras are to love. Hohohoho! I wanttttttttttttttttt.

hersey

HEYMAMA DON'TBE PUSHING

2009-01-20T14:27:00.004+08:00

Woke up. Look at the sad abandoned house behind myhouse. Knocked my forehead with the comb while combing my hair. I ate cereal this morning with Golden, Jumanji &Juno. Golden's saliva flooded the house. Me = hemorrhoids ): I got an iron from mom. I bought The Mercy by Toni Morrison yesterday (; Today, I want to eat lots of vegetables and fruits (:

hersey

2009-01-19T13:25:00.001+08:00

I need a healthy lifestyle. like urgently. I wanna live healthy ):

hersey

2009-01-18T17:28:00.004+08:00

view it. watch it. think. bid it.buy it. play it. fun.
I'm bidding for these 2items in eBay..

Audrey Hepburn's 8.7"cigarette holder for rm60

&

Polaroid Cool Cam. OmgOmgOmgOmg!

Muahahahahahah! Hopefully there is no higher bid. Wish me luck (;

hersey

2009-01-17T12:19:00.002+08:00

I soooo wanna go to the lahlahland pick&grab junksale ); but too bad i'm in Penang right now. Anyhoo, managed to go Thailand on Thursday. bought nothing but ate a lot a lot. really a lot. and got a new tattoo ;p Oh, and the strip club. Its crazy lalaland. Girls are fucking hot. bet you guys won't resist not touching them. the bodies. sexy giler. lol. Go there girls, trust me. they are good motivation. Hahah. So yeah, nothing much happened but I have some health problem going on. Need to go for some check up today. Peace out yo. enjoy your day.

hersey

2009-01-12T00:35:00.002+08:00

I am listening to the 8 bit stuff yo. check them out. chiptune music is crazzzy. Haha. Anyways, I felt like painting now. But I left everything in Cyber ); anyhoo, I'm gonna still draw something tomorrow. because Iam verrrrry free. lol. Here's my to do list, if iam not mistaken:

the luggage (unpack&pack)
read (Brida (; )
Moviess (the hd I got from Samshine& GossipGirl& Skins)
some drawings
the Samshine project ;p
get some souvenirs from Bt.Ferringhi &some stuff for meself. hehe
magazines yo!
shower Juno and get his collar back from the pet shop
shopping!

oh shit, I think I should make a to buy list:

Biotherm facial mask
cigarette holder (;
a black lacey dress from Forever 21. hehe
bras&undies
magazines
woods
straw hat from Forever 21 (;
Anna Sui's perfume that Iam suppose to get from Keavie (the correct one)
iron& iron board (hehe. I'm gonna iron my own clothes now) ;p
the foot scrub from Body Shop
little comb and mirror for God's sake
mascara
more accessoriesss!
the wooden box that iam suppose to make myself
wig ;D
I think it is time to get a memory card for my phone
lots of stuff from cold storage
snacks for Chinese New Year
camera. searching for some cool lomo cameras (;

Errr, that's it I hope. because there is no point writing when I have no dough on me. Haha. Good night!

hersey

2009-01-10T11:35:00.002+08:00

don't ask me why. but I am super horny today. I woke up with lots of dirty thoughts on mind (; too bad there is no way out. my solution is 10hours away from me. Aiyoooooo.. So, as I was thinking about this, I went through some websites to learn some sex tricks and some kegel exercises. Well, for rainy days. Hehe. Right now I'm holding a milo mug with fresh orange juice inside(fyi, I just ate a bowl of curry noodle. and fyi, very fattening). enjoying the scenery from my window. oh, lovely. I felt like an old retired lady who has nothing to do with her life. who wakes up early in the morning and starts her day with little exercises then breakfast. then read. and so on. What should I do with my life yo? I need a life. Raaaaaaar! it is time to start doing photography again I think (;

hersey

2009-01-08T22:23:00.002+08:00

Lol. I am sure this is the pose of the year 2009. Been crazy taking pictures and shit with Keavie yesterday. playing dress up and so. Lol. Anyhoo, I just got up and now I'm going to wake everyone up and eat curry mee ;) Wooooohooooooo. Good Morning ya.

hersey

2009-01-08T10:58:00.002+08:00

Show me some appreciation yo.. I don't see people appreciate things that I gave. The time, the effort, the phone credit. Haha. you just don't care do you? Kacang lupakan kulit -_____- Bahhh. leave it. It is a Thursday today. Plan to go somewhere, but I have nothing on me. I've never been such poor. All I can do is to sit at home and flip some pages of Brida and enjoy the tarot-soulmate-finder book ;) peeeeekaaaboooooom! oh by the way, it's been a while since I talked about Samshine here after deciding not to mention about my love affair here, but I just want the whole world to know that I LOVE SAMSHINE :D

hersey

2009-01-07T20:22:00.001+08:00

wooohoooohooooo. It is Wednesday. I'm trying out the bamboo that I got from my baby. Check my new header out ;) zebrasssss yo. Haha. Happy Wednesday people.

hersey

2009-01-06T13:01:00.003+08:00

Aiyak post. Reminds me of Year 2005 (November) with Mr.Skele ;) I'm energy up up UpUpUPUPUPUPUP!!! WHOOOOOOOH!

hersey

2009-01-03T09:49:00.002+08:00

Spicy apple is crazy. I'm eating spicy apple as breakfast now. I guess it my maid's fault, for not cleaning the knife before cutting my apple. I woke up in the morning today and I felt like getting married today. I have no idea why. After the talk with Jeffrey last night I suppose. Err, like my dad. He used to cook for us when we were young. But now, I can barely see him at home. Time really changed everything. Apparently, I'm not happy with my dad.

hersey

2009-01-01T10:25:00.002+08:00

okay, being sick on New Year's Eve is not a good thing. Trying to sleep but people around the suburb shouted like bitches. fireworks. Damn. Not good. Listen to Frank Sinatra on New Year is awesome. Eating Milk&Cheerios on New Year morning is crazy. Packing stuff on New Year and get ready to leave is awful. Okok, I'm thinking of what should I pack? Aiyoaiyo. Juno! Stop staring at me!

hersey

2008-12-31T20:04:00.003+08:00

Juno and I wish you all a very Happy 2009 :)

hersey

2008-12-31T09:06:00.002+08:00

Post #166
What am I suppose to do?
You said you're in love with me. You said there is only me. You said you will never lie. You promised thousand times. but shit happens. So, this is love in the end of December. It is a bad month indeed. Baby, I will always love you and I wish this wonderful time that we had will still be happening and I really can't face the truth that I am leaving you. Remember, we will always be together. I love you from the bottom of my heart. So darling, be good. Would ya?

hersey

2008-12-30T14:25:00.002+08:00

Day 1
It is hard living without a man. but it is free& easy. Somehow, I can't deny that indeed, I need a back to sleep on. You, are you not happy with me? You, are you trying to leave in search of better person? We are all the same. We are all created with a multifunctioned heart. Heart does not respond to one purpose only.

hersey

2008-12-29T12:50:00.002+08:00

the moment you stepped out from my door, I stopped. then I resume my life. I am tough. and I believe things will be on my way one day. shall we wait, &see.

hersey

2008-12-22T17:53:00.002+08:00

lovvve it. Don't you wish to have a lingerie like this? oh dayummm..

hersey

2008-12-21T21:23:00.001+08:00

Hey, didn't I say that fan is the new thing? It blows up your mind! Woooohoooo. i'm blasted.

hersey

2008-12-20T11:45:00.002+08:00

What? I don't care. anymore. I used to think that I can get whatever I expected but things aren't the same when it's getting complicated. Anyways, Juno is coming back tomorrow. I am anticipating for my faithful companion.

hersey

2008-12-18T10:08:00.002+08:00

Post #160
sometimes it is good being kids. They are innocent. They know nothing. maybe they know but they can pretend not to know. They can cannot face the reality. They can choose things they want and beg their parents for it. I wish I can be as simple as that. It's really hard to understand in humanity and behavioral point of view. I wish I can understand what are people thinking and why are they doing that.. People's mind are getting critically complicated. technology. Lies. technology. bad attitude. technology. blame everything on technology lah.

hersey

2008-12-17T20:14:00.000+08:00

so wanna join the Youth competition. Damn. bersemangat!

hersey

2008-12-16T08:16:00.003+08:00

Day 7
I will try very hard to talk and to convince and try to be more a dramaqueen. Well, I really wish it will work :( And yesterday wasn't really that pleasant. Not a good day I guess. Lots of bad things to remember. I'd rather delete them from my memory then here comes a new day.

hersey

2008-12-14T12:58:00.002+08:00

Day 5
I think I'm going back to you soon. Living without you is really hard especially when I know that I can be with you but I'm not doing anything. When you leave next month, it's gonna be really tough baby :( I will miss you. For now, I just want to spend as much time as I could with you. Baby, may God bless our relationship.

hersey

2008-12-13T13:24:00.002+08:00

Day 4

I can't take it anymore. where is the effort? I really do miss Samshine. but seeing things like this, I am so not happy. I've got to figure something out.

hersey

2008-12-12T20:26:00.002+08:00

I held a Leonine's hand and dragged him to walk with me on a empty, quiet and lonely road. He's arrogant and stubborn, but he walks with me. and I think Libran should not not love Leonine. because we are meant for each other. I miss you Samshine. Thanks for going through shits with me. I swear I will never ever ever let go of the Leonine hands that I have received. & I think December is a bad month.

hersey

2008-12-12T14:06:00.002+08:00

Day 3
I am starting to get used to the new lifestyle here. Today, I'm gonna start working out :) Baby, it's all for you. Being loyal and faithful is somehow a very easy job to do. I was wrong to think that separation will cause cheating and feelings will slowly fade. Well, as long as you don't meet new people nor go out then it'll be fine I guess. I'm trying so hard to adapt this concept. Right now, I'm cleaning my closet which I will usually leave it to the maid. I do it myself because I want to keep myself occupied. Argh.. After this I'm gonna go take a hot bath. Then I'm gonna work out :)

hersey

2008-12-11T12:42:00.002+08:00

Day 2
I wish I am right next to you. I'm sorry for being a coward. for not protecting you. Oh Lord, I'm shit bored now.

hersey

2008-12-10T14:50:00.002+08:00

Day 1
It ain't as easy as I thought. I am missing you and I have to pretend that I don't. I have to occupy myself with stuff and I tried so hard to avoid sparing time for you. Phew. It's really hard. I'm watching 21 now. counting days.

hersey

2008-12-07T16:12:00.000+08:00

It ain't as hard as I thought.

2008-12-07T02:09:00.002+08:00

black hair. it is sort of what people called confusion within confusions. I have no idea about all the unplanned incidents. How do people cut their long black hair short? &how do people colour their black-black hair blonde? I really want to know. ain't there a long discussion before doing it?

hersey

2008-12-06T19:54:00.002+08:00

Victoria's Secret's crazy shit.
Juicy Couture's crazy shit.

i've searching for Christmas gift for friends and family and apparently i found two cool stuff online. damn. bracelets can be cool gifts but i think Juicy Couture or Victoria's Secret suit best for me.self. lol

hersey

2008-12-06T15:13:00.002+08:00

yes she? no she? pretty much a vintage-whore though. loves. Barcelona was empty but fun last night. &my baby's having this crazy hard time now, hang.over. Good morning!

hersey

2008-12-04T03:33:00.002+08:00

this ongoing tragedies really happened to me.

lost.
when you have no where to run to,
a shimmering light out of nowhere lights,
there where you go shall.
tears lead roads untraveled,
losing a priceless soul do no harm,
the moment you capture the archaic news
is somehow
Hope.

anger
red maybe not
somehow, it intrigues the fragile.
we know not feelings had to be camouflaged
he shows
therefore he is true.
Not,
vindictive he comports

the way it goes
along with the flow

happiness are
linked to love
shall not people stop wondering
the faith from the in
side
shall not people doubt
the satisfaction
or shall not people reckon
the letter
as sacrifices and perfections

as she said
let bygone be bygone
or bygones.

Those are three continuous jinxed stories happened on the 3rd of December, 2008. Pretty much a long ass day though. I'm glad. I'm really glad. To have my family who supports me inside and out. haha. Samshine who is always here for me 24/7 and shower me with love. Last but not least, Juno. the troublemaker. Don't you ever do that to me again! Having all of yous makes my life. It's a miracle that things are circling the sun this way. I love yous :)

hersey

2008-12-02T14:31:00.002+08:00

I'm watching Juno humping my blanket while waiting for whoever that is in the bathroom to come out so that I can take a shit. and I'm having this massive nose block. &I'm extremely hungry, so pathetic.

hersey

2008-11-28T12:20:00.003+08:00

capturing moment of life. people come and go. people lie at times to gain sympathy. people pretend. people rely on themselves. and people never complaint. All I got to do now is to sit and watch the upcoming tragedies . I'm not sure what are they. but I think bad. Trust is absent. Imagination happens all the time. We are all the same, we are all human beings. Thank God I am one of us.

hersey

2008-11-27T11:28:00.003+08:00

I am not perfect but I can make your life perfect :)

2008-11-26T11:24:00.002+08:00

i am back in Cyberia. what a shame. Juno started to pee in my room now. damn. whatever. I still have lots of laundry to do and I'm very lazy :( gotta see doctor in Sunway later. I'm missing NT. food&people. wish me. have a nice day.

hersey

2008-11-20T03:05:00.002+08:00

standing in the middle of a conflict is such a difficult task. I really hate to do things like this but I really really really want things to be equal and fair. but I think I'm just a foooooool afterall. I can't stand being mean to people. I can't stand being bad to people. I can't stand talking bad stuff about people. I can't stand making myself a wonder woman. but that is who I am or maybe who I want to be. I've been thinking for nights. I think being careless and stay out of trouble is the best thing that a person could do.

damn. just leave this aside. I'm going back to my daily report :P I went 1Utama today/yesterday. Hehe. went shopping with sisters and my baby. looooooong day it was. i'm gonna go to Bangsar for more shopping later. and probably we're gonna go for a movie. and someone is not coming with us after 'tasting' the feeling of shopping with 3sisters. roflmfao. I neeeeed to finish all the work for Friday's presentation or else i'll be screwed.

Woooohoooo.. I think I am blessed. Like really blessed. that God sent me lots of people who love me and care for me. (ignore those who don't) lol. i'm really thankful. &thanks to Paulo Coelho as well. for everything. guess my semester break officially starts now :) Good night people.

p/s: I LOVE SAMSHINEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

hersey

2008-11-19T00:27:00.003+08:00

man.. I swear to God if I have superpower I am so gonna dig the shit out of my ass. Argh. Been busy with work lately and do not have a single time to really chat with anyone, except with those working-people. Things are getting bad lately. A lot of misunderstandings happened. break ups. and bad bad stuff. How I wish I could just change people's mind by not talking. because each time I speak a word, I bet something bad is gonna happen. forget it. I've cleaning up my room today. Like really cleaning. haha. because keavie and lyndy are coming over tomorrow :P Hehe. Anyways, I still have a little 1minute thing to edit for Friday's final presentation then I am officially off Semester 6. back to Penang :) Oh gosh, I saw lots of cool vintage stuff that I wish I could get online today. but, too bad. economy crisis again this month. Thanks to the person who is asking me to pay her rm500 for no reason. whatever, I think I should watch a movie and sleep now. It's getting late. Good night.

hersey

2008-11-16T00:29:00.002+08:00

life is so busy when you're living with animals. felt like pausing this moment so that i could rest, stop thinking & enjoy my delightful tinybit seconds. too bad- those were imaginations. i have work to do. two animals to take care of. and bunch of stories to think about. i want a cold sun in my room. i want lots of stars blinking in my dark dark room just for me. and i want sweet kisses that can wake me up from my dreams. i'm blessed with all the love in the world but why am i not given a pleasurable morning sun? Sigh.. (probably because I don't believe in the existance of God?)

hersey

2008-11-13T19:03:00.001+08:00

define 'GONE'

2008-11-13T13:41:00.001+08:00

miserable day. I really need someone to talk to.

2008-11-12T19:14:00.001+08:00

Officially missing the ol'times :D

hersey

2008-11-11T13:31:00.002+08:00

I dream, therefore I dreamt. I don't know if dreams will actually come true but I really hope they won't. Everything will be crashed if so. I hate nightmares that kept me wondering and doubting. ruining my day. Bahhh.. I think I shouldn't sleep for the rest of my life so that there won't be any bad dreams. Anyways, I think I should just leave these 'thinking' stuff aside and concentrate on work.

hersey

2008-11-10T03:33:00.000+08:00

stalker!!
stop stalking!!
YES YOU!
STOP STALKING!!
:D

2008-11-09T02:33:00.002+08:00

I hate it when comes to night time, all late and I'm still awake-all alone with 2puppies. Lots of things to think about that I didn't even realized that I'm actually having this serious menstruation pain. The ride just now was awesome. I started to love Malaysia like how I started to love being in love. I felt so much like a little girl who is new to relationship and love lately. Like I don't know how to treat a man right and make him happy. sometimes even feel shy and all. Just like a noobie. sometimes I wonder, do I care enough? do I give enough love? am I doing anything wrong? are we at the correct path? are we sure? no regrets? Wooohooo.. I just feel like I'm a big burden and mistake to everyone. No?

I'm having this pain in the ass each time I talk about relationships with friends. People think that I shouldn't be in love and it's such a waste that I'm actually in a relationship. They said that I should be single and be like what I used to be- the whore of the year. Haha. Well, if I was single then yes. Muahahahahahaha. as long as I'm happy with what I'm doing now lah, who the fuck cares about what I should be and all. right right right? :P

damn. this world is just CRAP

hersey

2008-11-05T17:05:00.002+08:00

I'm missing the old times where I can run around and play around happily. Now that I can't walk and I could hardly move my feet, I felt bad now. Give me back my kakiii!!! :( I'm so gonna run and jump around once I can do that.

hersey

2008-11-04T13:25:00.002+08:00

Ok. All my work is stucked. I can't do flash if she took my laptop for 2 nights. I can't do anything. Sigh. But I have to lend it. Sob. When can I finish this semester for God's sake :( I can't wait to go shopping in Bangsar. To play in Sunway Lagoon. To bitch in Langkawi beach. To fly in Genting. and continue my painting. and find Shenway for guitar classes. Booooooo~ school school, go away :P Alright, I think I need to work on something before it's getting late. I need to go to school at 2pm. Sayonara!

hersey

2008-11-01T12:10:00.003+08:00

I may not know what is gonna happen in future. and I may not know what are other people doing while I'm writing this blog. or maybe when I sleep? as long as I believe the existence of love, everything is enough. We only care about our loved ones. Nothing else could replace them. That was just a piece of crap. Haha.

So yeah, I'm gonna be quite busy these days. Finals is near. In 2weeks time. Wooohooo.. The thing is we are all running out of time to finish work. Too much work lah. crazy school. haha. And yeah, about Jumanji, I feel like giving up on him. He's not a good learner. He's been shitting and pissing everywhere he likes without sniffing. Sad. I might send him back :) Hmphh, oh. my dream last night was sweeeeeeeeet :) take care.

hersey

2008-10-29T01:48:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry I'm bad. So long Sm.

2008-10-28T11:14:00.002+08:00

Ain't no joking. No no joking, no no no no joking. I'm so blur. A moment ago you said you're in love, after a while you said you're not. You're really confusing me. I wish you luck from the bottom of my heart. Take care my sm.

hersey

2008-10-26T11:30:00.002+08:00

They say,
the earth is the place people practice living all in one
but why so many contrasting communities?

They say,
human is the God's most beautiful creation
but why so many ugly people?

They say,
love is a splendid thing that comes from heart of human
but why do people suffer from hatred and vengeance?

They say,
feelings are uncontrollable,
but why do people still laugh when they are happy?

This world is full of astounding surprises. Heaven is a gift of God to good people, but all the good dies young? Hell is a dreadful place that no one wishes to go, but it seems everyone is going to hell in the end of their lives (because you die old). The longer you live, the more sinful you are. This never ending cycle is so dreadful.

To all the people out there, if you are religious, ask your prophet, why are they still here? They would've die young if they're good enough to go heaven. If you're not religious, ask yourself, how sinful should you be? Write a list of evil stuff that you need to do. to live longer.

so sick, no? by the way, I believe in no God, yet. Does Jesus of Suburbia counts? :D

hersey

2008-10-24T00:11:00.003+08:00

Pointless anticipation. Sooner or later, I'll get used to being let down. No more sorrow, nothing. Things are always like this, we have something to laugh about at times and we have tears to drop at times. Being a human is pathetic, that's all I can say. Yah, Scott is laughing at me now. staring at me like never seen a girl with lots of stupidity in head. Go fuck yourself. Afterall, life is no fun at all :(

hersey

2008-10-22T02:06:00.002+08:00

Gay. Gay. So gay. I am so gay. oh by the way, Jumanji is here. He's such an idiot. He's dumb. no offense. But too cute to be dumb. what a waste. Anyways, I've busy lately. with assignment and helping people. Lol. and spending time with the one I love :) My baby is the best &bestest man in the world. Hehe. don't know why and no reason why. I just love him. Oh and sometimes I feel like killing all the dogs in this world except for Juno&Jumanji&Golden&Scott :D Hehe. It's 2.11a.m. on Wednesday morning and I am still here writing stuff. I haven't started my Illustrator yet. Hmphh.. I have to go KL early in the morning later. What a sad beginning of the day. I think I need to go now. My 2princes are fighting again. Ciao. Take care. Wish me luck with my life :)

hersey

2008-10-18T19:01:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to me :D

hersey

2008-10-16T20:25:00.000+08:00

FLASH IS SERIOUSLY KILLING ME!!!!!!!!

hersey

2008-10-15T20:51:00.002+08:00

It is really bad. When you want something and you could not get it, that is the worst thing that could happen to someone, no? Oh my fucking jesus of suburbia, it's been a while. I feel like going somewhere that I can see lots of hot guys. Where have they all been?

hersey

2008-10-14T23:56:00.002+08:00

I'm tired of being called a 'man'. I don't know why, I'm trying my best to be as girlish as I could but I just can't and people, stop complaining about me being so manly. I mean, come on, look at me. Look at my size, my face, my structure, I was meant to be born as a guy but I think I've jumped to the wrong gender hole. Hmphh.. Yeah, I'm rough. so what? Yeah, I'm a tomboy. so what? Yeah, I'm so wrong to be a girl. so what? blahblahblah.. But try to imagine me few years back, I've changed so much.. Is it still not enough? :( HELPPPPP!!

hersey

2008-10-11T00:23:00.003+08:00

Always when we fight
I try to make you laugh
Til everything's forgotten
I know you hate that

ba ba da da ba ba ba ba

Always when we fight
I kiss you once or twice
And everything's forgotten
I know you hate that

I love you Sunday song
The week's not yet begun
And everything is quiet
And it's always...

You and me always, and forever
You and me always, and forever
ba ba ba ba da ba, it was always
You and me always..

You tell me I'm a real man
and try to look impressed
Not very convincing
But you know I love it

Now we watch TV
Til we fall asleep
Not very exciting
But it's you and...

Me and we'll always be together
You and me always, and forever
ba ba ba ba da ba, it was always...
You and me always, and forever
You and me always, and forever
ba ba ba ba da ba, it was always...
You and me always, and forever
You and me always, and forever

***********************

I LOVE YOU.
what a phrase :)
It's always you & me.
oh by the way, Julius has been renamed as 'Jumanji' because grandma couldn't pronounce it.
Lol. Happy Good weekends people :)

Hersey

2008-10-09T04:16:00.002+08:00

Yeah. complain about my lips, I can't close them tight no matter how hard I tried. Well, I have nothing to say but I miss this shirt alottttttttt. I kept thinking about stuff a lot today. I've been staring at the wall for more than an hour already. Thinking about old times. I felt like turning back time. Sigh. If only I could. Friends? Family? Love? Studies? These are all problems somehow. All I want to do the most right now is fly to Hong Kong all alone and do my stuff. Oh by the way, I got a new poodle, Julius :)

Hersey

2008-10-05T11:46:00.003+08:00

restless night - last night. Special thanks to the creature wearing a collar bell and non-stop making weird barks. asshole. everyone was being asshole to me last night! DAMNN

hersey

2008-10-04T03:53:00.003+08:00

Too much stuff too little time. My head is full of shits. Can't stop thinking. Everyone seems to have pain in the ass. The brainwash, the advice, the talk. the chat and everything. All I want to do is leave and start my whole new level of life. in somewhere full of strangers. Sounds cool. no? Sigh. I've been thinking too much I guess :) Life is like this, suppose to be full of obstacles. I have nothing to say but listen and nod.

hersey

2008-09-28T15:12:00.004+08:00

Empty room. I changed my room arrangement again. Well, to make myself a better person. My room arrangement really helps in building my personality. I have no idea why. But I've been acting differently in different environment. Lol. Yah, laugh.. Whatever it is, life is not very gay. A lot of depression lately. Too much of work that I do not know which to start with. Sigh. Life is not as great as I expected.

hersey

2008-09-26T00:41:00.003+08:00

I'm glad I found him. My life is full of wonderful morning suns with his existence. I'm happy for almost everyday because of him. Life is just so right being with him. Falling in love with him is just the righteous decision I've made for my entire life :) I'm so contented. I really am. Even if I don't believe in God, but thank God I found him.

hersey