Officially missing the ol'times :D

hersey

I dream, therefore I dreamt. I don't know if dreams will actually come true but I really hope they won't. Everything will be crashed if so. I hate nightmares that kept me wondering and doubting. ruining my day. Bahhh.. I think I shouldn't sleep for the rest of my life so that there won't be any bad dreams. Anyways, I think I should just leave these 'thinking' stuff aside and concentrate on work.

hersey

stalker!!
stop stalking!!
YES YOU!
STOP STALKING!!
:D

I hate it when comes to night time, all late and I'm still awake-all alone with 2puppies. Lots of things to think about that I didn't even realized that I'm actually having this serious menstruation pain. The ride just now was awesome. I started to love Malaysia like how I started to love being in love. I felt so much like a little girl who is new to relationship and love lately. Like I don't know how to treat a man right and make him happy. sometimes even feel shy and all. Just like a noobie. sometimes I wonder, do I care enough? do I give enough love? am I doing anything wrong? are we at the correct path? are we sure? no regrets? Wooohooo.. I just feel like I'm a big burden and mistake to everyone. No?

I'm having this pain in the ass each time I talk about relationships with friends. People think that I shouldn't be in love and it's such a waste that I'm actually in a relationship. They said that I should be single and be like what I used to be- the whore of the year. Haha. Well, if I was single then yes. Muahahahahahaha. as long as I'm happy with what I'm doing now lah, who the fuck cares about what I should be and all. right right right? :P

damn. this world is just CRAP

hersey

I'm missing the old times where I can run around and play around happily. Now that I can't walk and I could hardly move my feet, I felt bad now. Give me back my kakiii!!! :( I'm so gonna run and jump around once I can do that.

hersey

Ok. All my work is stucked. I can't do flash if she took my laptop for 2 nights. I can't do anything. Sigh. But I have to lend it. Sob. When can I finish this semester for God's sake :( I can't wait to go shopping in Bangsar. To play in Sunway Lagoon. To bitch in Langkawi beach. To fly in Genting. and continue my painting. and find Shenway for guitar classes. Booooooo~ school school, go away :P Alright, I think I need to work on something before it's getting late. I need to go to school at 2pm. Sayonara!

hersey

I may not know what is gonna happen in future. and I may not know what are other people doing while I'm writing this blog. or maybe when I sleep? as long as I believe the existence of love, everything is enough. We only care about our loved ones. Nothing else could replace them. That was just a piece of crap. Haha.

So yeah, I'm gonna be quite busy these days. Finals is near. In 2weeks time. Wooohooo.. The thing is we are all running out of time to finish work. Too much work lah. crazy school. haha. And yeah, about Jumanji, I feel like giving up on him. He's not a good learner. He's been shitting and pissing everywhere he likes without sniffing. Sad. I might send him back :) Hmphh, oh. my dream last night was sweeeeeeeeet :) take care.

hersey